i wanna

My sensei sent me an email to ask for my speech draft. -_-
And of all days, I chose a thursday for the speech practice, which so coincidentally falls on an event day; so now have to rearrange the time of practice.

I wanna go skating,
I wanna go shopping,
I wanna go singing,

Hmm... all the stuff I wanna do start with "s" sia..

As I'm blogging away I'm also drafting my speech for Japanese.
Title? "An unwritten play"
How does it sound?
Hmm.. why play you might ask?
Cos during class one of my classmates had the word "play" on the back of his shirt. And then S.H.E.'s most recent album also called "play". Haha.
Okay la, those are not the main reasons. Just hope it's not too crappy a topic.

Anyway, I'm still at the beginning stage of the drafting
(even though this was supposed to be done dunno how many donkey weeks ago)
and this time I promise to myself that I WILL email it to せんせい for checking.
SERIOUSLY.
by this week


[edits at 2.32am]
Okay, I sidetracked.
Went to watch 公主小妹 instead.
Episode 8 is damn nice I tell you.

Why did I continue to take up japanese lessons?
Dumb, already not enough time to sleep still wanna load myself with more work.
Really is stupid stupid stupid stupid.......

I haven't done a single shit for the holiday assignment; and am in no mood to do it already.
Nvm, I'll just say I forgot to bring.
Though I think I had used the exact same excuse for last semester.

Yay~
Test's over.
Writing and listening was alright but speaking test was a little... how should I put it? Not too good but not too bad either, yep it was average.
I was more focused on hitting the number of compulsory sentences to use while my partner more concerned with the flow of the conversation.
Anyway I'm glad that it's over and done with.
Next up would be PT's project again and soon it'll be IAP.
But I still have no idea as to where I'll be posted to.
:Shrugs:

I try and try to understand.
But it's so hard to figure out the way you think, really.

Don't expect people to change their mindsets.
Don't expect them to change their behaviour.
Don't expect to change anybody.
Instead, learn to accept.

It's 11:13pm and I'm stuck doing japanese homework.
Should have gotten the dictionary earlier cos i really need it badly now.
The online dictionary wasn't very much useful.
In fact, it sucks.
My head's exploding soon.
If anyone felt like throwing anything at me now, I hope it's a japanese dictionary.

Clueless

Because I always dilly-dally, I have to ask Mummy to help me collect my JLPT cert. (Finally got it on the 2nd last day of collection date.) I stared and stared at it for very long; so glad that I passed it, so glad that I didn't waste my time and money on nothing. I know it's only JLPT4; which is peanuts when compared to JLPT1. But still, it's a prove that I am capable of something. Unlike seeing my GPA which is so damn depressing.
In just another year I'll be graduating, yet I have no idea what I wanna do, where to go. It's time to start thinking.


It feels like I've done something wrong again.
Whether it's something I said or done.
It just feels wrong.
Perhaps I'm reading too much into it..
Blame all these senseless thoughts on those long travelling hours.
Time alone makes a person think too much.

i passed my JLPT4!

好久不见！
Actually not that long also. 've been like 6 days since I last blogged?
Have got no time for it since I've been a workaholic for the past week.

Work at Isetan really sucks, although the other promoters there are chatty and funny.
And working with an auntie is doubly sucky; someone who does things to show others that she's busy with work. What for man? After all there's no commission from the sales we make. This job brings zero satisfaction, so if you're thinking of getting a job there, quit that idea. Going to work now is like watching a live drama, get to hear stories of the bloodsuckers everyday and watch as customers do the silliest things.

Met Ting and Kelly after work and went Maestro Bistro again =)
Ting's going to china soon, there goes one shopping cum joker friend..

Something to be happy for: I passed my JLPT4!
Just opened the letter from the Jap cultural society, and I'm supposed to collect my certificate in March! =D
So now I know it takes them 2 months to mark my kindergarden standard paper, super fast isn't it? -_-


It doesn't matter if it's a right or wrong choice.
Most importantly it's whether you really want it or not.
If you do not wish to, there's no point to force yourself.
Maybe, maybe I'm the only cold-blooded person around.

pick a name

よこ　せんせい helped me thought of a few jap names but I don't know which to pick. So thought ya all could give me some comments. Below are the names my せんせい gave me.

美雪 (miyuki) - no special meaning

茜 (akane) -pretty colour, e.g. colour of sunset

はるか (haruka) - not too sure of the meaning, most likely is 春香