chocolate-ty

emoticons

Emoticons are cute but they just aren't as cute in a project discussion. God knows what letters your emoticon represents. But for my friends, go ahead and use emoticons as you like it, I don't mind. It's just for certain people that I find it irritating.

Anyway, earlier on today I was at IKEA with family shopping for new curtains but the stock at this branch like rather limited now so we'll probably head down to the branch at Tampiness one of these days. Haiz, shopping there makes me feel like giving my room a revamp. Everything boils down to one word: money. Mummy wants me to treat her sushi, 婆婆 wants me to treat her some good food as well, they think I'm paid gold bars for my job is it.


Found the song "Good-bye Days" !
Sang by this singer called YUI
Found out that she's also the one who sang the song "Rolling Star" which is used in Bleach's recent episodes' opening.
Good voice.
And I like her style.


Joe: eh evon you got bf?
Von: nope
Joe: huh? really ar?... Why?
Von: [stunned, thinking got ppl like that ask de meh?]
Zi: [overhears and laughs]

Rainy Days

"Lalalala. Love with you"
A line from a song of the movie [Midnight Sun]. Loved it!

It's been raining for the past few days. I hate it 'cause it's super troublesome getting to places. Yet at the same time, I love to watch the rain.


Christmas gift for staffs? Guess what's inside.

My favourite snickers!

Life's like that.

Merely a week of disappearance from work and I'm feeling blur already. Maybe because it was really crowded when I reached PP so I've gotta instantanously switch from the sleeping-on-train mode to working mode.

Heard that one of the part-timers from PP resigned, hmm I guess I know why. She's the kind who's not used to working life, so there's been a lot of complaining and stuff like that. Hah, but then again, everywhere you go, it's almost the same, since you're not the boss there's some things that you'll just have to bear with. Even the bosses can't kick asses as and when they like it or everyone will just quit. What can I say? Life's just like that. It doesn't revolve around you alone.

Work today was pretty fun, cos there's Zi, Joycelyn and Jasmine. (Btw FZ, this Joycelyn is that Joycelyn from 4E2!! Think I forgot to mention this to you.) My SM really can make our hair stand on ends, 'cause whenever he needs staff to extend working hours, he'll start acting cute and gay, super hilarious la!

Christmas' coming! So there's new festive food and drinks, and today we had food tasting! The Consommè of Asparagus is really nice! Sweet and light. Lamb Shank of Redemtion is tasty too. Haha, I'm like doing free advertising for TCC, so I shan't continue.

This holiday is as good as having none. 'Cause there's like hardly a day when I'll get to slack at home. I'm either out working or commiting to other stuff.


Found a picture of Siwon and Hankyung. Yay!
Going shopping tomorrow. Double Yays!

CLEARED

ALL CLEAR!
Clear of exams that is.
And all of a sudden I have too much time on my hands. But nvm I'll have all the time to myself.

There's supposed to be ISAN session today but I won't be going. No special reason, just don't feel like going today.


When I'm noisey and playful, people ask me to stop disturbing them.
When I'm quiet and reserved, people ask me why am I so quiet.
Hence the conclusion: people are troublesome and hard to please.

Last paper: CMA

Last paper in 8 hrs 52 mins time: CMA

Fingers crossed.

Just printed e-learning lecture slides.

Going off to find my best friend, coffee.

Super lack of sleep.

embarassing ppl

Re-watched the Star Awards with daddy last night. It's embarassing to hear some local artistes talking nonsense infront of the overseas guests. Some personal matters are supposed to remain, well, personal. Talking a little about it is okay but some are like self indulging in their own speech. After so many years of experience in this line and yet still don't know how to carry themselves well. Very often how you carry yourself reflects on who you really are.

Their 30 seconds on stage is enough to create a lasting impression on others.

I haven't started studying BLAW.
I'm going to do that now.

Tired-ness

CEM common test was a goner for me
Wanted to sleep de but ended up making lattè for mummy and myself
So I think I won't be sleeping for the next 3 hours

anything but study

Watch this. Must watch till the end okay.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=0h_ifrP1WaE
How much are we willing to give up for what we wish for?

Time is for us to experience and learn everything.
Not to own everything.




TRMK common test's over. Coming up next will be CEM. But right now I'm doing everything but study.

What am I doing up here?

One more chapter to cover before I can allow myself to sleep, or rather nap;
since I've gotta wake up soon for the exam.
Had 2 cups of coffee since midnight and the caffeine's wearing off already.
Read and read but my brain doesn't seem to be registering anything useful.

Final conclusion: Wish myself lots of luck.

Get back to my notes.

Finally got my haircut

After so many weeks of whining to get a haircut, I finally went to cut my hair today and my head feels so much lighter now. My hairdresser is as talkative as ever but that's okay, better than staring at a glum face in the mirror.

TRMK common test tmr but I haven't even studied one complete chapter. If you've studied for it, please don't go around saying you'll fail 'cause you obviously won't.

Off to take a nap first.

I know I'm lucky

I know I'm lucky to have my daddy fetch me home from work everytime I work late. And I love him for that. But everytime I get into his cab and try to chat with him, he'll end up nagging at me in the most irritating way ever possible. Even when I'm faking asleep, he still goes on and on. Truth is, I'm rather impressed at how he can fully ignore my body language.

Watched a film titled "The Colour Purple" for IS this morning. It a nice film but I hate to write the review. Like what Joanne said, it's as if we were studying Literature. What's more, we're expected to go back during the holidays for a make-up lesson. And it happens to clash with our CMA paper so tell me, how are we supposed to attend? So what if you're teaching in the school of film and media studies. You're teaching bA students now and stepping on bA territory,　所谓 入乡随俗, so keep your fms ideals to yourself.

As I'm typing away in my room, the blades on my skates keep gleaming, reminding me that I haven't been skating for 5 weeks already. If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have bought my skates then. That way, I'll have 300+ to spare now. IMF pay, where are you??


Why let yourself get influenced by others' words so easily.
Their words may not be 100% true.
Trust yourself. And no one else.

AF = literature

Just finished writing my review for Appreciating Film. Wanted to write that I like the film "15" but too difficult to write what I feel about it so I chose an easier one instead.

That's how it is isn't it? What you like may not be easy to do, and what's not your favourite may just be a breeze to acomplish.

Test venue: Jap School at Changi

Took cab down to the test venue at Changi. Cost me a good $20.60. Luckily I managed to reach there slightly before the start of the test or I would have been denied access. And quite a number of candidates wasn't able to take their exam due to that.

The Japanese school is well, big. The classroom where I took the exam was that of primary one kids I think; 'cause it says on the outside "1F". And we have to take off our shoes before entering the classroom. Animals poster, vowels, consonents, and pictures are stuck everywhere in the classroom. They also had small lockers to keep the shoes and one very important thing: air-conditioning.

And well for the exam, I'll continue to PRAY VERY HARD.


Went Swensens with Soo Hui and Chun Fei to reward ourselves; though I dunno why am I rewarding myself. I'm quite amazed at how much Chun Fei knows about horoscopes, and they are quite true too.

History repeats itself. But this time round, I can only watch it happen from a third party's standpoint.

è 4 course meal

Let's begin!

My salad.

Wild mushroom soup! Give me more!

Lychee sorbet
Main course. Beef!

Stef's

Ti-rum-mi-su!

so dead

Argh.. I didn't manage to keep myself awake through the night. Read the previous year's test papers till I slept. Damn jia lat. I'll have to 自由发挥 later. Wish me luck.

I promise myself a good rest after the test.

fine dining

The fine dining course today was quite interesting, although I think my table did more talking than practicing the right way to dine. Well that's kinda expected when a group of friends ends up on the same table with no teacher, instructor or whatsoever.

Then Cass, Jean and I went shopping around town while trying to kill time. I wonder if that's why I always ends up buying things that I hadn't intended to buy in the first place.

Theo's house is REALLY nice! And he cooked for all of us. I'm impressed, 'cause he did it all by himself while we were either playing on the keyboard or watching him cook as if we're watching the food channel on tv.

And for now, I've got major studying to do. Exactly twelve hours to the start of exam and after taking away the time for bathing and travelling, I'm left with 10hrs to study and sleep.

i should be studying instead

Nice blogskin right? 'Cause it's red. :)

I'm watching horror movie with ed now.
I don't even know why I'm watching it.
Both of us are filtering the screen until we're only watching less than 10% of the screen.
Thai films are really out to scare the hell out of people.
So I must be mad to be even watching it.
Mentally sick.

I wish I was born into a super rich family. Then I can buy whatever I want without even checking the price, wouldn't have to hear what I'm hearing, wouldn't have to see stressed faces.
But that's just a stupid wish. I still love my family; no matter what they do or say, and I'll continue going around hugging them. It's been proven that we humans really love touch; a person who's lacking of touch is more likely to commit certain crimes. So until a further test proves otherwise, I'll continue to harass my family with my hugs.

I haven't done what I'm supposed to do:

STUDY.

Will be having my test on Sunday le. Jia lat.

Forgot to time out yesterday, so I had to make a trip down to somerset to settle that today. Teng, Cass, and Jean went with me and we ended up eating there. It feels really weird to be served by your own colleagues, really weird.

Will have to attend the Fine Dining course at 945am on Sat 2nd nov. Which technically speaking, is today. We're supposed to wear business attire to attend this course but what the heck, I'll be going in my jeans.

I'm bad. And I know it. I've pushed the responsibilities that was once mine to someone else. I knew someone had to take up that position. I knew it would be one of us. I hadn't thought of what would happen next then. And I rely too much on my guts to make decisions. I try not to think too much of it now but that's easier said than done. My interest in it is dwindling.

I didn't do my tutorials.

And I didn't do any revision.

Yet I still found time to design a blogskin. Hah

我去睡咯。。

Talk to someone who's asleep and expect the person to register what you're telling them? Use your common sense.

false hopes

I think Teng will wanna whoot me le. Cos after I read all the T&C for the audition I wanna peng le. Very time consuming and ma fan. So my conclusion is, I'm not taking part in it and don't go kajiao ppl who really wanna be artistes. Somemore the 2 phases of training gotta pay in full before attending. Eat shit la, everything also talk about money, I've got no money. And I'm so fickle-minded. Kanasai I'm beginning to hate myself.
Sorry Teng, gave you false hopes that I might join.

Chain mails, I've been receiving them since primary school days. Don't cha find them so irritating?

sucky days

Told my dad that I wanna join LWS Star Revolution, and he's being such a wet blanket. Said where would I even have the time to go for such things. Just because he said that, all the more I wanna give it a try. Sounds like a rebel don't I? When I told mom about it she didn't give any negative comments; she only said "if you really want then go lor". So unlike my dad. So scared for what, never try before how he knows. Always say "confirm will......" but how can he confirm? even he himself haven't tried it before just how will he know? **** Think about it, so many people going for the audition, chances are I'll be kicked out before I know it. I only want to experience how it's like to be going through an audition. I don't want to be a frog in the well. Since I have the chance now, why don't give it a try. My regrets list is already long enough; I don't want to add another on to that list. I want to add more to the 'what I can do and have done list'. I just want to know more and do more. Is that wrong?

CMA test was horrible for me. Shan't go into details.

Went kbox today. Quite sian.

pick a name

よこ　せんせい helped me thought of a few jap names but I don't know which to pick. So thought ya all could give me some comments. Below are the names my せんせい gave me.

美雪 (miyuki) - no special meaning

茜 (akane) -pretty colour, e.g. colour of sunset

はるか (haruka) - not too sure of the meaning, most likely is 春香

Yet another late night

I'm bent on finishing my f&b journal before I hit the sheets.
Cos I have a feeling I won't be in the mood to do it during the weekdays.
More likely to be that I won't have the time to sit and think of what to write.

I'm blogging later and later each day.
I miss sleeping early.

Everybody's been acting so weird lately

14 days to JLPT4.
2 days to CMA test 1.
Bless me.

I'm such a big fat show off
But there's nothing wrong about showing off things that you feel good about.

To my dear didi, and my cassandra mei mei.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Met WeiLi on bus today and she says she may be going for overseas study. I wish I could enter U too. But with my sucky gpa, it's really IMPOSSIBLE to enter local U and overseas U will cost a bomb. Kanasai, I should have just went to JC instead. Why did I enter poly? I've made life difficult for myself. Why does human have to be so intelligent? Why can't we just be like other animals? Wake up look for prey and then wait to be preyed on. Then don't have to think so much. Don't have to worry about not having money. Don't have to get married cos animals already have their mating season. Okay this is getting nowhere.

The staff at TCC thinks that I only know English and Mandrin. They don't know that I understand Canto, neither do they that I can understand a little bit of Malay. They also do not know that I can understand some Hokkien. To end it off, they don't know I'm taking Jap. So I'm gonna give them a little shock everytime I go to work. Furthermore they think I'm some obedient girl who doesn't use vulgarities. Hah.

I'm feeling hungry. Soon it'll be breakfast time for people with normal sleeping times. I should go hibernate before I start looking for food.

handwriting analysis

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Evon has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Evon fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Evon has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Evon just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Evon finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

Evon is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.

Evon is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Evon is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. She finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Evon basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence category, her self-perception is better than average.

In reference to Evon's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Evon slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Evon can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Evon is talkative. She enjoys talking and socializing. She may talk when there is absolutely nothing important to say. She enjoys speaking.

When Evon expresses an opinion on a issue she will stick to that opinion, and probably will not change her mind. In other words... Evon is stubborn. When she is wrong about something that she has decided upon, she will have trouble admitting she is wrong. Changing Evon's mind can be very difficult. Once Evon makes up her mind, she doesn't want to be confused with the facts!

Evon uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Evon does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. Evon will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. Evon is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Evon doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Evon can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.

my time table


during cem lect, was drawing my time table

Whines

Yay, I've survived another day. Didn't sleep much last night. I shouldn't even count it as sleep since it's only 3hrs, it's more like a nap. And throughout the day I could feel the effects of lack of sleep.

I'm whining.
I don't want to see myself whining. Because it will make me look pathetic. And because I know I'm not the only one who's tired.
But I'm still whining.

birthdays

Halfway through my CMA tut 03 questions.
Have got no time to even start tut 04.
Caffaine wearing off.
And I still don't understand how I can find time to blog.
Was attached to beach centre's boutique instead of peranakan place today.
Well, it's pretty different.
Slower pace.
Nice people they have there too.
Since Christmas is nearing,
new drinks are up on the menu.
Tried one today.
Not too sure of the name, all I know is that it's pink in colour.
Tastes of cranberry and prune.
And I brought home the chicken sandwich
That'll be my breakfast for tmr.
Technically speaking it's today.

The new festive drink

Pretty bad lighting in this picture. What to do, my cam's only 1.3 megapix.

As I read the blog of a friend, I'm reminded of myself, the similar question that I've asked myself, and could finally put into words the thoughts that I had before.
Are birthdays meaningless? I used to ask myself. Pondering over what I've done over the last 18 years. Thinking of the good and the bad. People walk in and out of my life but the memories stay. And some things were never sorted out. They made me realise certain things that I would otherwise have not known. I try to learn. We're all trying to learn.
Birthdays,
it's a time for reflection I guess.

I am grateful
to my daddy, mummy
& of cos my didi
for always being there for me
their presence
is all I need.

at coffee bean

Wen & Yvonne's cake

Qiu and I

Supposed to have no school today. But I still had to attend jap class so I met up with Wen to study at coffee bean and she asked along her other friend who has the same name as me, haha. If you were wondering whether I did any studying, I DID okay, but only for jap. Beginning to feel the stress. Test date getting nearer by the day yet I don't seem to have enough time to study for it.

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Teng wants to join the 'star revolution 2006' and asked me if I wanna join too. Mummy once asked me if I would ever join project superstar, I replied that I would rather sit back and watch others perform on stage. A nobody is also somebody. I'm contented to be able to sing whenever I want, however I want, and wherever I want.

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Took a handwriting analysis test. Funny how I won't have time to do my tutorials yet I can find time to do these silly things. Anyway, it's quite accurate, at least from my point of view. Had wanted to post it up here but it's damn long so thought of linking it as an image but after hosting the picture, the words become too small to read. So just forget it.

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Btw, isketch is fun. Go to isketch.net

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I swear not to let it happen a second time

random

there are some things that are so important that if you lose them,
you'll lose yourself

cleaned up my room a little
or else I'll soon hear endless nagging from mummy
and I've FINALLY got around doing my homework
overdued ones to be specific
CMA homework to be exact
changed my desktop background as well
white background with some scrawled words
it looks so visually clean now
helps to clear the mind as well
looks like it's gonna rain soon
darkened sky, cooling air
it succeeded in making me sleepy
but I don't want to feely sleepy
YET
cos there's still lots more waiting to be done

things that I've 'goped' from the great singapore food race '06

didn't expect my team to come in at the 10th place

lucky for them that they know chinatown quite well

cos my sense of direction is pretty bad

and they were quite enthu throughout the race

think that's what the secondary students have that I don't

limitless energy

21 days to JLPT 4

I care. I don't care. Do I care?

Skipped blaw lecture this morning. Wanna make a guess why? 'Cos lecture was at 9am but I slept till 10am. Then when I was on my way to school for project meeting Sydney called to say meeting's cancelled. So I end up with 6 freakin' hours to spend before Jap class. Went West Mall's Coffee Bean and saw................................................................................ no la, didn't see anything scary, just some old friends there studying for their 'A' levels. Crapped with them and had baked rice at Pastamania (the food there is not up to standard yet). Did a survey for one of Shu Hui's friend and end up missing my bus 61. It has been a very long while since I last saw them. If I hadn't entered NP, I would be studying for my 'A' level with them now. And maybe wouldn't have thought about what I thought over these 2 years. So is it a good or bad thing to have chosen to enter poly? I don't know, 'cos I won't know how I would be now if I had entered a jc instead. But I've came to understand a thing or two, things that I might not even realise if I had not seen what I've seen during this time. So what if others don't see it, as long as I know then that's enough.

Jerald called just now telling me he's getting N80 for FREE!! But has to sign up for a plan that's at least $36/mth. WTH. I had just signed up for my current plan less than 1 year ago so mom don't allow me to cancel my current plan. Really kanasai, that phone cost at least a thousand bucks and my chance just slipped away like that. If not can go and sell it and then buy another cheaper phone. That way I could have had more money for the Aussie trip.

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I know I'm just not putting in enough effort
I know I can do better
I know there are others who are way better than I am
I know it's pointless to compete with them
I know I just have to compete with myself
I know but I don't understand why I can't do anything to turn things around

feeling tired

feeling so brain dead now
alot of incomplete stuff waiting to be completed
my room is in a mess
but I can still find the things that I need
I remember someone said that it's called 'order in chaos'
not intending to work on tues
coz I don't wanna kill myself
work was quite hectic today
and I realised customers always have the weirdest questions
Gary let me try the soy milk
tastes weird
and I broke a cup today
but they say there had been others who broke even more expensive stuff
the ppl I'm working with are nice and a crappy lot
Ah Chee even made coffee for me :)
but as for my ast store manager...
I think I shan't go into details

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only 28 days left to JLPT4

but I haven't started memorising the kanji characters
nor the sentence patterns
worse still.. the different forms of verbs

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the whole day can seem so shitty
but I just need the little things to brighten it up

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别想太多

back from hibernation

Hello everyone. I'm back from my hibernation from blogging. Saw the error page just now? That's a bluff. I created that page. Sorry for being so lame. But I wanted to change the blog link and instead of notifying all of you might as well leave the page there for redirecting.

Okay, so what have I been doing during my hibernation? I found my F&B job. Currently working at TCC at the Somerset but please don't come and visit me in case I do something stupid while you were there. Wanna save some face, though my reputation is not too good to start off with. The people there are nice but coz they've been working there for so long, they're obviously more familiar with everything, while I'm a low level noob when it comes to working in the F&B industry. I only did the runner job for the first two days and anyway I've only worked for two days. Quite challenging to balance the tray, and even more challenging to serve coffees without my hands shaking too much, but they still shook in the end. The uniforms are big and my shoes are heavy. How I wish I could leave my uniform there but I don't seem to see any others who are doing that so I end up carrying a big bag that make me look like I'm running away. But then again, I should say I'm quite lucky coz my dad offered to fetch me home on days when I'm working till late at night. I love my dad. But he always pick the wrong time to start a conversation with me, so in the end he has to put up with my attitude, and I admit my attitude really sucks at times.

Went ice-skating on friday. Moody day due to lack of sleep but I still wanted to skate. I know I look very black-faced that day but not my fault la, my mom gave birth to me the face is already like that if not smiling. Had a mini birthday celebration for Zhe at the rink and the cake was really nice. Then some filming team came at around 9:30pm, dunno is which facaulty of Ngee Ann but anyway I don't like them. Coz they weren't prepared for their filming and took up ALOT of our time. Ya la, I know they are still students, but we're doing this for them for free and they still wanna waste our time. And didn't properly appreciate our help somemore. If not becoz of Hui Huan, I would have walked off halfway through their filming coz I sit there oso do nothing, like background to the video only. PS: Hui Huan, you really did a great job, jia you! :)

Food Trail dry-run on Sat. Not supposed to wear the TRM shirt yet but due to misleading information some of us wore it today. But nevermind, saves my tired mind from thinking of what to wear. I hope my team won't bash me up on that day. Count them unlucky to be assigned to a road idiot like me. I'm beginning to think that they assigned me to be one of the food angels coz I need to lose weight. Because the order of the stations my team will need to go is really bad. They are lucky if they can even finish the race without dehydrating.

Sian-ness. Still gotta work tomorrow from 11am-6pm and on tues as well. I feel like quiting already. I'm not cut out for the F&B world. I only belong to the group responsible for eating the food. And I've already counted the number of weeks that I still had to work to complete the journals. And I don't have time to revise for Jap, that day when I met my sensei on the bus and spoke with her for a little while then I realise how much more practice I had to put in. I also found out that not everybody in my class is taking JLPT4 this year, those who are taking are either pretty good or putting in alot of effort for it.

Halfway while I was blogging, my lappy starts to make funny noises. Think I overworked it.

Really really never judge a book by its cover.